Wow. It’s been lonely around here.
This morning, I am not a very happy camper. As I read the blogs of my near and dear, I realize I have very little talent for self-expression. There is a decided lack of poetry inside. That distresses me greatly. I wish I had a talent with words. When I look back on my past, when I was so much more at home with my artistic side, unafraid to express it, not feeling stifled or cautious in any way, it was easy. Or maybe I just romanticize, I don’t know. But now, the longer I am in business, not performing, and spending my days in front of a computer all talent for the expression of emotion is slipping away from me. Sometimes I can actually feel it. The sensation is incredibly frustrating, not to metion a bit terrifying and sad.
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